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When Mephistopheles said "Why this is hell", perhaps he meant having his unfortunate distractions tabulated into graphs by a vexatious colleague.
There is nothing for it. I will have to stop writing during the time I spend at the lab and focus instead on studying the specimens we have.
But at the same time I can't deny that Sanada's presence has - thanks to this specific form of madness that afflicts me thus - inadvertently assisted in some of my most inspired prose, and removing myself from it entirely would only be detrimental to my writing.
I cannot call upon Yanagi to make Inui disappear, alas.
Presently, two solutions present themselves: first, to send myself to the Crawler's nest as part of my research and thereby spend time alone with my own deep sense of mortification. Second, I should perhaps, as they say in crasser tongues, get laid.
Addendum: Perhaps Yanagi can make Kenya disappear.
There is nothing for it. I will have to stop writing during the time I spend at the lab and focus instead on studying the specimens we have.
But at the same time I can't deny that Sanada's presence has - thanks to this specific form of madness that afflicts me thus - inadvertently assisted in some of my most inspired prose, and removing myself from it entirely would only be detrimental to my writing.
I cannot call upon Yanagi to make Inui disappear, alas.
Presently, two solutions present themselves: first, to send myself to the Crawler's nest as part of my research and thereby spend time alone with my own deep sense of mortification. Second, I should perhaps, as they say in crasser tongues, get laid.
Addendum: Perhaps Yanagi can make Kenya disappear.